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Fantastic Pix of Grains of Sand!

In Uncategorized on July 31, 2011 at 8:29 pm

I found this wonderful article about colorful pix of grains of sand.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2011471/Pictures-sand-Close-photographs-reveal-incredible-beauty.html

Dr. David Duke’s Video 7/31/11

In Uncategorized on July 31, 2011 at 5:27 pm

Cats Eat Rodents!

In Uncategorized on July 29, 2011 at 9:18 pm
New York, where Jews rule, are run over by deadly rats and rodents… we know they are Jews… but their animal part is the rodent. It is also said that 85% of all buildings in New Jew York are loaded with bedbugs! And the % is rising! Nothing like having Jewish Masters.
I got my Mobile Home Park letter and there is an ordinance that cats have to be spayed and neutered and dogs, but at the same time, there are cats in the park that are intentionally left to roam to “keep away rodents, bugs, etc for Cats eat them!” I can really see why cats are important.
Oh dear! I got rid of 13 thru cages. I wish I could bring them back, for I can’t stand pests. We actually invite human pests into America, illegal brown Mex’s, their sex’s and their babies, we take all the prisoners from Haitian prisons and the people from their insane asylums and give them “refuge” and a Life of Riley on White Tax dollars for they don’t work, work under the table, etc.
I’m glad I got 2 cats for their “scent” might ward off evil mice. (Too bad they didn’t ward off evil Jews, blacks, browns, etc that have victimized me. But then I guess I just have no choice but to suffer as Jesus did when he was beaten bloody and then murdered.)
I wanted to get a clip from the “Life of Riley,” but came up with this British Sit Com. Note how the Blonde buxom woman is seated next to dark man, and that the blonde even sort of leans her head towards the dark man. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EL2LUSKh9-c
Our minds are like magnets, and can process at least 11 times what we are doing now. This is why when a black rapes a White man, she can “get over it,” instead of fighting back or spending the rest of her life in protests against Black rapes, for the White woman has been utterly and repeatedly 24/7 to not only “accept” this brainwashing, but there are famous books on Sexual Fantasy by Nancy Friday that teaches White women to fantasize about getting raped by a black man and what “pleasure” it would be. This sickness just gets worse.
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Elvis: Miracle of the Rosary

In Uncategorized on July 29, 2011 at 10:54 am
This email is only for those that are religious, and although I do not pray the rosary, God hears all prayers. We just need to hear Him. I know there are those that don’t believe, so you may not want to read this, but it was an extraordinary miracle from my childhood.
It was March 28, 1957. Elvis was playing at Chicago International Ampitheatre. Sister Rose got tickets for $2.50 each. (that was a miracle in itself since we had no money for food, somehow the money came for the tickets.)
Elvis had flopped in Vegas when playing the Frontier Casino, but he went to see Liberace and I have on an old video in black n white where Liberace is motioning to Elvis that he was “Square,” in his clothes. LIberace talked Elvis into buying a Nudie designed suit: The Gold Lame. I saw it at Graceland and it is all gold, tie, shirt, socks, shoes, suit, and the jacket is trimmed in fine Austrian crystals, several rows down.
Well, I was only 9 years old and going through my I want to be a cloistered nun when I grow up that never talks but prays in a nunnery to God silently for the rest of her life. I had already taken a “vow of silence” when 7, and judging my life today, I should have kept that vow.
We were sitting up high in the seats, and when Elvis came out for the next hour, it was 12,500 girls screaming at the top of their lungs, non-stop. Since I was not a fan of his or anybody else (except God) I whipped out my aura borealis reflective rosary beads and prayed for Elvis. I thought he was evil then, or at least the Jew media had him made out to be. Now I think differently and perhaps have Elvis canonized as the Patron Saint of Rock N Roll. I’m sure that would attract people to the Catholic Church.
It was tragic what happened afterwards. We went home by bus and found my Mama beating my Daddy cruelly and he was bloody. My sister Rose was hysterical and weeping and threatening to run away if Mama didn’t stop. (I did the same with my first suicide attempt which was right about this time also, for I was 9 when that happened.)
Rose did run away. Many gals were running away to see Elvis. Even Elvis’ mother’ Gladys Love Presley got on TV begging the girls not to run away to Graceland for Elvis didn’t see them and the girls would get in trouble.
On the way to Memphis, Rose hitchhiked. It is said that she was raped by 17 men in a truck in a parking lot at a diner. When she was picked up the guy probably offered to buy her a hamburger, and as skinny as she was, she believed him. The men were White. I doubt if White men would rape if we had White tax dollars to solve our White sex problems, for if I talk about it, it is worse than talking about Jews and it shouldn’t be if we are to create children the Normal way instead of the Jews’ doctor’s way of using a turkey baster and artificial womb. It’s all about $$$ for them, and screw the White people and their offspring who see these doctors as gods.
Well, fastforward about 25 years. In the 16 books I read, I found out that Elvis read about 1,000 books, including Science and Health, by Mary Baker Eddy, and also the Mormon book. Elvis finally wanted to devote his entire life to God. He had enough of movies, Las Vegas, show business, and believe it or not……… Elvis was going to become a…… “cloistered” monk that goes away to monkery and never talks but prays silently to God.
The cloistered saint I mentioned above, was St. Therese the Little Flower of Jesus, and her Mother Superior asked her to write an autobiography for she was always doing little deeds of kindness the likes of which had never been seen before. You know, I bet that would help the White Race. To focus on being kind to one another and not spend all or time worshipping Jews or watching blacks, supporting browns, and buying yellow products.

Brother’s Funeral Part 3

In Uncategorized on July 28, 2011 at 6:34 pm
Sent: Wednesday, July 27, 2011 8:58 PM
Subject: Re: ed
(He mourns at the bottom also about a life of wasted friendship with his fellow Polish White for my 3 brothers and he were really close at 8332 South Colfax where we grew up and the title of my brother’s play.)
Thanks Claude,
I’m so sorry I missed you at the funeral home. I would have loved to have seen and shared these moments with you.
I was all set to be there for 3 p.m. I was going to take a flight early Thursday, morning, but because of a stop I wouldn’t have arrived at O’Hare until 3 p.m., and I had to go to South Chicago to pick up sister Mary Ann. Her husband died recently. He also had a stroke, but recovered from it. I asked Peg if she would keep Eddie alive for at least a little longer, but she said “No!”
We got to the home about 6:00 p.m. My plane was delayed for the starter was broken. (nothing like getting on an old jalopy plane, which is worse than the TSA radiation scanners). I slept on the hard rug covered floor of the terminal or at least tried to.
When I arrived at the wake, I didn’t see anyone crying, but when I got to the casket, I wept bitterly. I wept for the good moments we had, the bad moments we should have never had, and for the relationship with him that I yearned for and tried to cultivate, but was never able to.
There were bad vibes from Peg. I am sure she treated you well, but their family did not treat me or my family well. Eddie’s daughter got married and no one from my family was invited, not even Josephine who was very close to Eddie. She was the godmother of the daughter that got married and always brought gifts. When Eddie got really sick after he left Orangeville Illinois school teaching, he went to live with Josephine for a while. He was perhaps only 26 and completely bedridden. He had to be hospitalized and had to learn how to walk all over again. When Eddie was cutting his CD, sister Josephine’s son, Bryan, helped Eddie a lot and Jo helped with the computer.
Well, in essence, Peg and their family didn’t want us there. It is bizarre, Claude, for their family has 3 nuns of the 13 children, so one would think they were Christian. When they grew up on a farm, they had “food” “animals” for meat, and milk from cows. Hence there was no starvation.
My Daddy who once worked for a man they are going to canonize as a saint, Father Baker of Lackawanna, New York, was called the “Padre of the Poor.” He also had an orphanage for babies that weren’t wanted and were kept to prevent abortion after birth. Also he had a home for boys.
Hence, I think with all those babies and boys at the Fr. Baker Our Lady of Victory Compound, Daddy wanted a lot of children, and Mama thought sex was sacred, bringing in babies was for “God.” Had Mama stopped at 9 I wouldn’t be here. I don’t know how she did it, breastfeeding each of us for 2 years, working full time, and taking grand care of Daddy and her Daddy who lived with us. Always making homemade noodles, Chicken or Duck soup, homemade pies, bread. Although after the kids started to multiply, we could not survive on the minimum wage the Jewish book publishing company paid Daddy for most of his whole life. In 1947, the year I was born it was $.43 an hour! It’s mindboggling, and we had a house full. We were never to tell anyone we were hungry or starving, for many days we didn’t have food.
I think the problems my family suffers today, is from this severe malnourishment. There is a doctor who heads the Physicians Against Nuclear War who stated that the worse pain that one can endure is “poverty.” Yet we never complained about it. Only recently now that I want to write my autobiography I am writing how we were able to overcome our obstacles as best as possible.
Well, again, I am sorry I missed you. I should have called you on Monday for we met at a restaurant called “Toms” on Burnham Avenue which has a wonderful $7.00 Senior Citizen menu. I try to cook and eat healthy, and Pork Tenderloin is the most nutritious meat after Bison or Buffalo. I’m trying to eat more greens now for according to Whole Foods, Mustard, Turnip, Collard Greens, Watercress, and Kale, have a 1,000 point all around vitamin, and nourishment health ratio. In comparison, strawberries the highest fruit has only 200, and meat has only 95 for example. Here are the fruits, nuts, veggies top 30. I also study the list from the AARP who sends emails regularly for senior citizens. You have to use your judgment and also what you like. For example, Walnuts are very low, yet AARP news says that a handful a day can reduce heart attack up to 50%. Something you may want to think about.
Do you pay attention to your nutrition?
Thanks again for your condolences.
Much love, Barbara Ann Nowak

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ANDI Scores

By popular demand, I am posting the “Top 30 List” of foods with the highest ANDI (Aggregrate Nutrient Density Index) scores in the store! Thank you for posting comments in response to my previous blog post, “Let Me Introduce You to ANDI”. I am pleased to hear that consumers are so interested in making healthy choices that they wish to use the ANDI list as a guide when shopping for groceries.

Before you go jumping to conclusions, I want to emphasize once again that just because a food falls at the bottom of the list (or doesn’t make it on the top 30 list) does not mean that it is not healthy or that you should not eat it. ANDI was not developed to be totally inclusive of all nutritional factors, but rather its focus is on micronutrients present per calorie. Most Americans consume too many calories from fat, protein and carbohydrates while their overall diets are lacking in vital nutrients like beta carotene, folate, vitamin E and antioxidant phytochemicals. Our bodies need essential fatty acids (from both animal & plant-based foods), amino acids from protein-rich foods and carbohydrates from starchy vegetables and whole grains. Fat, protein and carbohydrates contain calories (they are “macronutrients”); it’s a fact of life. Since the ANDI equation is “Nutrients divided by Calories,” foods containing the most calories score lower on the scale even though they may offer important health benefits (such as walnuts which I mentioned previously). But that’s OK. ANDI encourages the consumption of more nutrient-dense foods because most people aren’t eating enough of them. You can choose to do with it what you wish.

Enough explaining, here’s the list!

Top 30 Super Foods

1. Collard/Mustard/Turnip Greens…1000

2. Kale ………………………………………1000

3. Watercress ……………………………..1000

4. Bok Choy ……………………………….. 824

5. Spinach …………………………………. 739

6. Broccoli Rabe …………………………. 715

7. Chinese/Napa Cabbage …………… 704

8. Brussels Sprouts …………………….. 672

9. Swiss Chard …………………………… 670

10. Arugula ……………………………….. 559

11. Cabbage ………………………………. 481

12. Romaine Lettuce …………………… 389

13. Broccoli ……………………………….. 376

14. Red Pepper …………………………… 366

15. Carrot Juice ………………………….. 344

16. Tomato/Tomato Products ………. 190 – 300

17. Cauliflower …………………………… 295

18. Strawberries …………………………. 212

19. Pomegranate Juice ………………… 193

20. Blackberries …………………………. 178

21. Plum ……………………………………. 157

22. Raspberries …………………………… 145

23. Blueberries ……………………………. 130

24. Orange …………………………………. 109

25. Cantaloupe ……………………………. 100

26. Beans (all varieties) …………………. 57 – 104

27. Flax/Sunflower/Sesame Seeds ….. 52 – 78

28. Pistachios ………………………………. 48

29. Tofu ………………………………………. 37

30. Walnuts ………………………………….. 34

Sent: Friday, July 22, 2011 4:01 PM
Subject: ed
my deepest sympathy on the loss of your brother, ed.
i attended his wake and shed a few tears for his passing and also for the waste of a life of friendship.

Eddie Funeral, Wife and Family

In Uncategorized on July 28, 2011 at 6:31 pm
Here is what I wrote a Polish male friend of the family, also studied for priest. He went to the wake but I was delayed and didn’t get to see him. He is a retired French Teacher.
I was distraught worse of all when my brother’s eldest son went to step on my mother’s grave, intentionally, as the other things they did to me and mine.
Will God reward her and the kids with all these riches my brother left and leave me broken hearted until I die? What kind of God is that? No wonder people flock to the Jews and their religion for they are living the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth and it gets brighter each day for them.
Here’s the email. There’s a 3 day Elvis festival and want to attend some activities. Glad he was a metaphysician and healer like I became right after his death in late summer 1977, and I became a Christian Scientist.
Thank you for your words and kind insights. I did know that Eddie had a girlfriend, with very blonde hair, that he was madly in love with. But she didn’t love him. Eddie was heartbroken, and I’m not sure if this was the same one. Peggy was crazy about Eddie. Eddie told me that she dressed badly also. As I said, there were 13 kids, and farmers, and probably hand me downs.
I would have liked to be friends with Peggy, but was beneath her. I even thought of that when I called her, to “pretend” we were sisters or friends. I had absolutely no animosity…… but she hated me. I mean “hate” and only God will forgive that, I’m a mortal and can’t. As you will read below I have forgiven much of both Peggy and Eddie but it is not right that a “good” woman like me should suffer.
I wanted to mention something you wrote about about how they were dressed in flip flops while you had a tie on out of respect. John also wore a White shirt and nice tie and had Rose dressed nicely for she can’t take care of herself. (she was once the most beautiful of all of us girls, but the changing neighborhood of South Chicago did a number on her, but that for another email.) I dressed in a dress, and even Peg was in slacks or there were some in shorts. It might seem as if I were “overdressed,” yet I always try to look nice without being overdressed.
I was talking with a TSA agent at the airport scanners and commented that he was “Polish” his last name “Kulka.” He said he was 1/2 Danish and 1/2 Polish. It seemed Claude that he was “ashamed” of his Polish side and “proud” of being Danish or Scandinavian as if they are better than us. He then said to me, “I don’t know about those Polish men always dressing up. Don’t they know they are in “America?” What does it mean to be “in America” is that the same as being “In Sane?” Just cause one dresses up, the other men “hate” that person that does. He said that at family functions the Polish men come dressed up in suits and ties. I was aghast for I asked him if he had any single Polish relatives that “dressed” up for I’m totally sick to the point of vomiting of seeing men in raggedy jeans, dirty jeans, smelling jeans, crushed up tee shirts, hair uncombed and hid under a baseball hat. What has happened to our men? These Germans are rich and could have afforded the best suits of all with 4 buttons on the wrist, ultra-bright White shirts, even a vest if it wasn’t hot, polished shoes, smiling with confidence and strength. Yet this Polish “Kulka” man knocked down the Poles. It seems to be “fashionable” to knock down Poles, but never ever knock down any other nationality or race or they’d take one to prison.
Anyway, I’m glad you dressed nice, and wish I could have seen you. I surely would have taken pictures. But even perhaps I would have overlooked your sincere appreciation of dressing right, and might have overlooked it in my grief.
I was also upset at the graveyard. My mother’s grave was covered with dirt. Daddy’s wasn’t and Eddie was going in the next open grave. So my sister Mary Ann said “Where’s Mama’s grave?” And I said “they buried it with dirt!” I didn’t think it was done deliberately but thought when the excavated the coffin it fell on it. So I bent down with a stick and took off some of the dirt so that no one would step on it for that was Eddie’s mother who above all odds of anything I’ve ever seen in life, gave this world what she believed God wanted her to: 12 babies in abject poverty. But Peg must have nudged him for me to stop, which I did. I didn’t think anything of it, until Chris her grown son, deliberately went up to my mother’s grave, positioned himself with is feet as if ready to step on it. In fact, he had to split his shoes to the side to avoid stepping on it. It was the worse slap in the face I’ve ever seen for the Nowak family, whose Daddy worked for a man they will canonize as a saint soon, waiting the 3rd miracle, Fr. Nelson Monsignor Baker! Kris actually moved from his place which was several feet away to position himself there. Hadn’t I removed the dirt he would have stepped on it “unknowingly” but he end up coming right up to the flat tombstone and his toes actually touching it. It was unbelievable. But in essence, they treated me, at least, as if stepping on me, and I wonder if God will give her all those riches over Eddie’s tears. It doesn’t seem fair or just. To preach having babies and poverty is wonderful, but not to get stepped on for one’s extreme goodness. As I said, only Josephine would have been to see Eddie, and I really think they wanted it that way. When I showed up, I brought John, Rose, Mary Ann, cousin Debbie and her friend agreed to come, you lovingly and unselfishly came, and I showed up. With all of us there, we were bound to compare notes on what was going on in Eddie’s life and death, and hopefully through our prayers, resurrection.
I don’t know if I wrote this before, but I have been working on our ancestry from Poland. I spent several years rounding up death certificates, birth certificates, marriage certificates, Census Reports from 1910, 1920, and 1930. (Ancestry study is the #2 passtime in USA.) I assembled pictures and made phone calls to distant relatives. My brother, John, is also one to “bring the family together.” I think in my fantasies, that I would be like “Joseph” in the Bible. The one his 11 brothers threw in the pit for they hated him,he was sold to slavery, then end up co-ruling Egypt. He then was able to give his brothers all the food they needed for the famine for they accidentally had to go to him for “grains” that were controlled by the government. (We may see that here someday if the history of Poland repeats itself in America, which is what I’m seeing.)
Anyway, I’ve always bent over backwards for my family, but have never gotten that love in return. Even until the funeral, if I didn’t show up, probably Josephine would have been the only one there for “Eddie,” and the crowd there was very “hostile” towards Eddie. I’m going to try to get the passages that were read from the Bible, but it sounded something like the “dead” are punished (Eddie?) while those living will get the riches and the gold. I almost fainted when I heard that. And no one else was paying attention. These were passages that Peg’s relatives were reading, and I already told you I heard from her male relative telling a younger son “not to cry” for Eddie was not well-liked.
Well, given the fact, that I wanted to bring out family together, for we are all split apart like atoms. Each sibling lives with the immediate family, and has nothing to do with the rest. It isn’t just my family, it is getting to be epidemic. It is called “divide and conquer,” strategy. I’m sure the problem built in with male/female relationships is part of that. I read in my book, “How to Succeed with Men” that there is a World War III going on between the male and female here, and I believe it is “intentional.” When one can destroy the most primitive of entities like that, it is unlike anything in my garden species. Males and females are needed. Even in tree pollinating, fruit etc.
So as an act of “kindness” and after all, I wanted to become a nun like St. Therese the Little Flower, cloistered non-speaking nun, whose Mother Superior told her to write her autobiography for she was always doing ‘acts of kindness’…… I made 12 copies of an entire album for each of my family, and sons. Eddie and I were getting close, and Eddie told me he was moving to Vegas, which surely would have upset Peggy. I really played it cool, for I did not want to be the cause of Eddie’s breakup, and even though Peg hates me, I do not hate, and didn’t encourage Eddie to move here. There are cheap or even free trailers here if one wants to fix them up, and I did give Eddie the number.
But when I sent the box with the album of ancestry for him and the kinds, something strange happened. First of all, Eddie was pleased as punch to get the ancestry. He even said that he would start paying 1/2 of all my expenses and that he wanted to study the tombstones of Lackawanna New York where my Daddy and Fr. Baker are from.
I included a letter. In that I mentioned this: Nicky told me that he had to go to the boy’s bathroom for the 1st class. Nicky said the boys at the school were in the bathroom first thing in the morning vomiting from drunkenness, overdrugged on illegal drugs, and even robbing their mother’s many prescriptions. How do you ‘teach’ a boy like that, especially Veteran’s boys who are imitating their father from Viet Nam and the drug addictions they acquired there.” I wrote that in the letter.
Somehow, Peg turned it around and said it was “their” kids. Eddie called me at work and cursed me out so bad, I thought I would get fired for I couldn’t hold the receiver next to my ear. He never allowed me to correct their thought, for I only speak truth. I then realized Peg had pumped him up. She has never spoken a word to me even though I longed to be her friend. She had her many sisters, and the Germans stick together like glue.
Peg then called me right after Eddie screamed at me, and she then screamed at me on the phone even double. Eddie had no touch with our family or friends, so his reality was Peg and the kids and he said for many years they were verbally abusing him.
It took a lot to forgive Eddie, but when I heard he had the CD I wanted to again … do an act of kindness and see if he needed my help. He was happy I called for he needed computer work done since he didn’t work them. So I found many songs that he wanted to sing. Both the original and karaoke music which is background music without the voice. I suggested that we have a duet and sing at Warsaw Inn by you (love their Polish food, especially Czarnina, Duck’s Blood Soup, as Mama made, good for “iron” for breastfeeding mothers, and women carrying babies. It would take 75 servings of spinach to get the iron needed for this kind of woman, but only a few portions of these high iron meals. Men and women are different.
So I burned all the songs and had to buy them. Even though I am living in poverty, I never asked nor wanted the money.
I thought it would be great. I would sing in costume, go change for the next songs, and Eddie would with his great talent, keep the crowd entertained.
I told Eddie 2 things about this: 1) that I was doing it as a ‘favor for him.’ He was desperate for places to play, even for free, where he might sell his CD… I would not be returning to Chicago, so I thought his kind of music was perfect for Warsaw. 2) I told Eddie, “Eddie, My Love” which is a song. Here I will send it to you, to show you how a sister can love, even after abuse. Eddie used to really beat me up as a little girl to the point of unconsciousness. He had a bad temper …. but ‘only for me’ the only really good woman in his life. The family even mentioned in their eulogy that Peg loved Eddie, not for being talented, an excellent provider, a fun personality, but she loved him because they both worked and Eddie did all the cooking, cleaning, laundry, baking, gardening, and Peg didn’t have to do anything. Quite a gem he was I’d say. Anyway, I told Eddie, “Ed, the most important thing about us performing together is not the Warsaw Inn, or even the CD, the crowd, etc. The most important thing is if we can do this and get along. That is all I wanted to get from this performance. The ability to get along with my brother. But I knew we were dealing with entrenched negative feelings that I believe Claude were intentionally put on us. Divide in Conquer. Although all of us got along very well at the wake. It wasn’t long before Eddie called me again and cursed me out saying that if I come out I better not ask him for lifts or anything else for he wouldn’t help me.
It’s bizarre, but this isn’t even just in me and my family. In Christianity, we are always looking to help the forlorn and helpless. Hence my entire family helps my sister Rose who I have to admit is very disturbed. In a large family there is always a “slave” who doesn’t finish 8th grade but is always supposed to be a helper to the Mother. That was Rose, and I thank her for that, for I was able to put all my attention to St. Mary Magdalene School and get A’s, even though we were too poor for a paper and pencil. It will be in my memoirs coming up. But at the same time, the ones that are doing really well or trying hard, for I had problems too, the family not only “ignores” that person, but literally beats them up. Father Witmanski, Pastor from St. Mary Magdalene got up in his sermon to say that I would be the next saint in the Catholic Church for I was always praying, church etc. It really was to heal the arguments of my folks and the fighting between the men and women. But while I’m being so “good,” Mama beat me until 22, Eddie beat me unconscious in my stomach, even Buni slapped me, but please don’t bring it up as my main concern for him is to survive there on his own. Mama once cursed out the church, nuns and priests for being “hypocrites” and “spiritually dead.” It must have hurt Mama deeply to have all those children sacredly for “God” and then see the Catholic Church abandon us while helping all the blacks and browns. We got no freebies or even a basket of food when the refrigerator was empty for days. Nor could we complain for we had to be “strong.” That being the case, I failed 1st grade for I had no shoes in the cold, freezing Chicago winters. When I did go to school, wearing shoes that were unbearably tight and hurting even bleeding my feet, the nun would have exercises of math at the board. I had missed so much school I didn’t know what was going on. So she would ask us to go to the blackboard and figure out problems, like 2 + 3 = 6…. (ha ha ha, I mean =5 just trying to see if you are still with me, which if you aren’t I don’t blame you at all.) When I went to the blackboard she was smart enough to know I was off too much and when I wrote the wrong answer she beat me in front of the whole class. I think when one is a “good’ woman the other women resent that. You know the book “Men Love Bitches: Stop Being a Doormat and Get the Man of Your Dreams.” I’m the “opposite” of a bitch and have suffered and still suffer today. Where my siblings should be doing everything to support me in jobs, relationships, even entertaining, they distance themselves from me and help Rose. Rose has gotten help from hospitals her entire life, and from the family who always go to see her, buy her presents, take her to lunch. If you see John, you will see how wonderful he treats her. I’ve never been treated well like that in my life.
I’m just glad that all of us are functioning and doing well. My son Paul was taught at Christian Science boarding schools and they literally saved his life. At that same school, Rickover in Sauk Village, there were German Shepherd dogs patrolling the halls for all the drugs that were flowing thru, and that would have hurt my son. It hurt my older son who had no choice to stay there. My first son had 98.7% highest PSI results for his tests on mentality, and especially for Math. But he end up dropping out of school. He works now though as a milkman, and I see that our country was so busy helping minority and their Civil Rights that they let our boys rot. It is said here in Vegas when I talked to a former nun married to a former priest, that her White son is the ‘only’ boy in a certain fine school in advanced math and science. The other 29 were girls, Jews, Chinese, Hindus, Blacks and Browns who get special attention and mentors. Her son could not keep up his good grades for the other kids’ mothers could stay home and help with homework, activities, sports and she had to work long hours just to keep him there. She even said he was fantastic at tennis, had to pay $90.00 for lessons, while the others got grants, breaks, mentors for being minorities. Oh was she hot and even though we worked at a Jewish firm, she voiced her dismay about how badly the future looked for the white boys, especially her own. Paul owns a Condo right by the White House and does computer programming for the Commodities. As I wrote before, he was dating a gal from that school whose father worked directly for George Bush, Candoleeza Rice, and was 5th highest in command in the USA. (she drank and smoked and I guess thought that was bad for babies if they wanted them and rightfully so, although I don’t influence my son. In today’s world, the TV, radio, schools mold the minds of our youth, not the parents, who are usually overworked and only to happy to drop them off at a government run school.
Anyway, I better get cutting I need to go to a 3 day Elvis festival and wanted to sing and check out some of Elvis’ Memphis Mafia, friends, family. I’ve already read 16 biographies, although biographies and non-fiction are the only books I read anyway. I always have one standing up while I eat my meals.
Just one more thing. DID YOU GET A COPY OF EDDIE’S CD? IF NOT I WILL SEND IT TO YOU? He made the most beautiful song called “Goodnite Sweet Jesus, Goodnite, It’s the end of a long hard day.” I wanted to have that played before the coffin was closed, while we all passed and even kissed Eddie and Josephine and I did. Doesn’t that sound perfect? It would be like Eddie going into heaven to Jesus, God. He would be “going to sleep” for the last time. My older sister called up and she said the same thing and we didn’t even compare notes until then. As I said, Eddie’s music could hardly be heard. Peg and the kids were not fond of it. I asked them if they had a CD player so we could play that. Being that I’m karaoking big time for 12 years one gets an “instinct.” But when the time came for the closing of the coffin, they indeed put a song on, for they probably hadn’t thought of it up until then. But to show their superiority over us, for the Reckamps are all successful and rich, she had a song played dedicated to herself, not to God, not to Jesus, or to Eddie, who this was really about. This was his last and final show. Instead she played a song of his I have never heard as if Eddie were singing to her, “You’re wonderful, you’re so kind, you are always doing sweet things for me.” I was crying for I thought he was singing it to me and then I stopped crying for I realized she picked that song for herself. What “sweet” things did she do for Eddie when he did the cooking, Eddie did the cleaning, Eddie did the laundry, Eddie took care of the house, Eddie had to go himself on a train when he was dying downtown to see the Jewish psychiatrist, (who my sister said was giving him too many anti-depressants and overmedicating him for Eddie was on 3 different pills from him, in addition to the pills.) When Eddie was dying and couldn’t get up, she yelled at him and she told me so. He couldn’t get up to wash himself. Eddie complained for when he was sick and lying there needing his medication to stay alive he’d ask his daughter to run to the drug store and she refuses and I guess mouths off to him.
Eddie wasn’t that good to me. But I also see that like many White men who are being intentionally brought down, he took it out on the one that cared about him.
Well. I never dreamed Christianity would be about the rich Christians against the poor Whites. But that is how it seemed. It was good that I went though, for hadn’t I gone, I wouldn’t have all the stories from the rest of my family for I rarely talk to them and if Josephine went, she wouldn’t have gathered all these things.
You know, I think part of it stems from a false idea of Christianity and Jesus. We have these pictures of him having been beaten and bloody and “doesn’t say a word” and even suffers the abandonment of all his disciples who left him when it got “hot” for Jesus. We get the false notion that one should be “strong and alone and endure” and suffer. I believe God wants us happy. I once read in the J.B. Phillips New Testament Bible that if we were to sum up in 2 words the entire life it would be Christ Jesus saying to us with a smile, “Enjoy Life!” I never got that from my study or those that taught me before. It was then that I embraced karaoke with a full heart of love for God, myself, and my fellow human beings. And I have literally helped millions around the world to “Enjoy Life’ from Jenny Jones (she’s Polish) which started American Idol, to parades where millions would assemble of all races, and even going out of my way to put other races ahead of my own, which I now see is wrong for my mental health.
Although I went up to Peggy, I didn’t hug her goodbye. So many things went on that were anti-Polish Nowak and pro-German Reckamp her last name, it was humiliating. Also, Mary Ann wrote a beautiful long poem and got to read it. But surely when she asked Peggy, it was right before the closing of the casket and Peggy couldn’t say no in front of the crowd. If you would like a copy I will ask my sister to mail it to you. Her poetry is sweet and she used to go on Chicago Radio as “Mary the Mystery” on the Midnight talk show and read her original poetry. She has boxes of it. There was a woman in Vegas who did the same on KDNR when I used to go on talk radio for politics. Mary Ann got to read it, but again, we were not invited nor welcomed as we weren’t invited to the $25,000.00 wedding they had recently. The only invited was Gloria from Florida, & she wouldn’t go. John got up before the coffin went underground and said he’d like to share a good thought about Eddie in that he loved, loved the space program, and the space program ended the same week he died. He did “not” ask Peggy he just spoke it as one of her relative men got up and asked to say a prayer at the meal at the Italian Restaurant, Bellagios.
I wanted to sing the #1 Funeral Song, “My Heart Will Go On.” I not only “sing” I “study” music making it a very intelligent exercise which no one really understands at my level, but I have to do things and think things of the “Highest” and to me the “Highest is Love and Justice.” I left our table and went to ask if I could sing as they have at restaurants. People are coming back to Vegas to take their vacations just to see my performances. Many have said I’m the best talent here and they never thought they would find this high level of entertainment in Vegas. Peggy made the dirtiest face and said “No!” again loud in front of the members of her table.
It’s beserk! When I worked for rich Jews downtown Chicago in the Neiman Marcus building, and although they were Satanic, and that isn’t “my” words but the woman and other co-workers there who hired and fired so many employees one could fill a forest preserve and there were only about 9 people! But we had our Christmas Party at the fancy Drake Hotel. They hired a piano player but no singer. They knew I sung, but at that time in 1995, very little. The rich Jewish owner came up to me personally and begged me to sing for the crowd. Jews know that for an entertainer to make it the entertainer needs opportunities like this to get practice of singing in public. And I did and they wanted more.
It’s just like the Jenny Jones Tape of me as the Queen of Karaoke which turned into American Idol, the White Christians all had access and seen that tape. They knocked me down, and I was crying. I think I mentioned I was at Cheesecake Factory sitting next to a female song writer who struck up a conversation. When I meant that it was difficult to be this “Queen of Karaoke,” she end up writing a song bout it which is now being requested at her concerts all over the world, more than any other song she wrote! I don’t get profits from any of this, I make nothing and do it out of love, which people call “crazy.” Anyone could have watched that Jenny Jones Show and “looked for the good,” as the Jewish man did that I gave the tape to. While White Christians were knocking me down, Jews transformed the tape into American Idol and the rest is history, the most watched show in history.
Anyway, here is the song “Eddie My Love,” as I hope he rests in God’s arms. Either that or inspires me to pick up his political activism for he was very angry about what was happening to the USA. It is why he made the song “We the People,” copyrighted.
You’ll see some fine pix and Vintage Video here. Although I don’t see Eddie like a lover. Matter of fact, of the 27 books I read on sex, the one entitled “The Scent of Eros: the Mystery of Odor in Human Sexuality,” by James Vaughn Kohl and Robert T. Francoeur, they write plainly that in a family, there is an “invisible odor” that a human emits. In a family of parents and children, this “scent” or “odor” makes the members “not want to have sex with one another.” It is Nature’s way of preventing parents of having sex with their children or siblings with each other even though they might sleep in the same bed. Those that commit incest as some nationalities and religions have done, like Jews in Poland, really are breaking the highest of Nature’s laws.
I love these halter dresses from the past, and have designed some of my costumes as their gowns! I like to finish on a positive note. Have a wonderful day, Claudie!

White Brother’s Funeral

In Uncategorized on July 28, 2011 at 6:22 pm
Here’s what I requested to sing at Eddie Funeral. His wife and their German family and their German family didn’t want me his sister there nor my poor family there, because of  our poverty and our idiosyncrasies we suffer from it. She certainly didn’t want me singing.  Do you think God will reward her with all the riches she inherited from my brother?
The song truly sings that as long as I’m alive, Eddie lives, for I’m doing something just like I’m doing now, paying tribute to his memory.
I picked out this youtube for it has lyrics and I’m using the “snip it tool,” to cut pix from video to emphasize my words.
I have a costume of “Rose” when she gets out of her old 1900’s car. She wears a big hat and I made my bigger and my long skirt fancier.
Here’s is similar to what I sewed myself: imageI bought a striped jacket and added the black velvet sewn by hand. (American women sewing; what an odd idea.) Here’s a better pix: I even decorated an umbrella and added gloves.
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Here’s from the youtube below: Jack is trying to save Rose from suicide. I also had my struggles but have been healed of that.
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Here Rose has jumped overboard for she doesn’t want to marry the man she is engaged to. Jack pulls her out of the water which symbolizes the suffering she is going thru and probably oceans of tears.
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They are dancing below the deck for Jack is a stowaway I thin and she brings out the utter exuberance for Jack and Jack for Rose.
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image image (The fun begins as they soar into the ocean breezes.)
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Rose is older and thinking back: image
I made this locket: image

Vintage French Music

In Uncategorized on July 28, 2011 at 4:49 pm
Here is one of the French Songs I love so much from the past: The lyrics have so much meaning. I say to myself I really should regret many things in life, but Mrs. Eddy quotes William Shakespeare the only person who wrote more than she did, “There is no good or bad; thinking makes it so.” Lyrics below:

Best Answer – Chosen by Asker

Edith Piaf
Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien
Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien I Regret Nothing
Non! Rien de rien …
Non! Je ne regrette rien
Ni le bien qu’on m’a fait ni le mal
Tout ça m’est bien égal!

Non! Rien de rien …
Non! Je ne regrette rien…
C’est payé, balayé, oublié
Je me fous du passé!

Avec mes souvenirs
J’ai allumé le feu
Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs
Je n’ai plus besoin d’eux!

Balayés les amours
Avec leurs trémolos
Balayés pour toujours
Je repars à zéro …

Non! Rien de rien …
Non! Je ne regrette rien …
Ni le bien qu’on m’a fait ni le mal
Tout ça m’est bien égal!

Non! Rien de rien …
Non! Je ne regrette rien …
Car ma vie, car mes joies
Aujourd’hui ça commence avec toi!

No! Absolutely nothing…
No! I regret nothing
Neither the good that I’ve done nor the bad
All this is much the same to me!

No! Absolutely nothing…
No! I regret nothing…
It is paid, swept away, forgotten
I don’t care about the past!

With my souvenirs
I lit a fire
My sorrows, my pleasures
I need them no more!

Swept away the love affairs
With their tremors
Swept away forever
I leave with nothing …

No! Absolutely nothing…
No! I regret nothing
Neither the good that I’ve done nor the bad
All this is much the same to me!

No! Absolutely nothing…
No! I regret nothing…
Because my life, because my joys
Today that begins with you!

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TSA Agents: White Suicide

In Uncategorized on July 27, 2011 at 8:26 pm
I have added media emails to relay my story of my protest against the illegals and why are TSA agents at Chicago Ohare but not on the borders of Mexico, since our worse danger is from them. This information will also reach Europe, and hopefully will be forwarded to other White countries since statistics at Census Bureau shows the White Race to be going extinct and all the laws against Whites. My husband knew this and experienced this on the streets of Chicago homeless in 2004.
Here’s a tribute I did for US Marine Purple Heart Veterans in Chicago: 
I’ve written 20,000 pages of research on what I’m going to tell you about below. My entire autobiography, with emails just like this, spilled out to media, and it is the “First time in history.” It is said there “are no more new ideas,” just the rehashing of old ones. My story, my life, is “new.”
If you want to contact me about this: 702-878-4333, or reply, but put TSA or White Suicide in the subject as I put a lock on my emails like advertising and people who just want to gab about silly things. I have a White Race and Christianity to save.
Although some of you have read this, the media hasn’t, so I will repeat what NBC News in Chicago, the female that answered the phone for the editor’s desk for news told me.
I asked her politely for their email address, and prefaced my words with “I’m the widow of a US Marine, Purple Heart, who commit suicide: last words were there is no help for the White man in this country.” She showed no interest and wouldn’t give me the email address. She wanted to know more though even though she told me she wasn’t going to forward my message. I asked her if she knew about the Complaint of Genocide Against the White Race that was submitted to the United Nations.
She harshly replied to me and I have it written: “You don’t have to worry about a genocide against the White Race. You have to worry about the Revolution that is already in progress against them.” She laughed harshly and sardonically at me and slammed the phone in my White Widow’s ear. I guess my Viet Vet also went through this when the Veteran’s hospital kicked him out homeless knowing he was suicidal.
We already know that thru my writings since 2002 I have changed history for Viet Nam Veterans and all Veterans although it will not help me or my children, but will perhaps help some of the White Veteran’s still alive.
For the media just a recap of the historical changes I’ve helped make by writing emails, blog, performances as Queen of Karaoke in military costumes, going to Sen. Reid, head of the Senate, and faxing, phoning, Congress etc.
I’ve seen the scorn taken from Viet Vets. For the first time in history Viet Vets had a parade and I marched in it. The government did a study into bad treatment of Veterans at Walter Reed hospital and I had written of the horrible treatment my husband got before his White Suicide. The government further studied the suicides of the Veterans. They then did a special study for almost if not all the suicides were related as a “White man’s disease.” The government stated that these (White) wounded Veterans who commit suicide as a result of the wars would now be considered as having died in battle and not suicide for the injuries, addictions, trauma, was from the war not weakness on the White man’s part. President Obama was the one that came on news and declared the above… and added that even the widows and children of the White Veteran Suicide men would be getting letters of condolences on the loss of their War Hero husbands. Also, being in Las Vegas, I’ve taken my pleadings for their rights to media etc. and now in Vegas there are no homeless Veterans and it is spreading across the country. It was said in news that there were 3,000,000 Veteran’s in Viet Nam, mostly White, 179,000 are left today, and they are all about my age, 63!
I’m only saying this to prove my character and establish honesty. You can also look on this youtube to show you that I was on Jenny Jones in Chicago in 1999, gave the tape to a friend of a friend, who was a marketing agent. He called me up later and let me know that there was a new show called “American Idol,” and it had my name, Barbara Ann written all over it. Also, in the video at 6:26, you can see my nipple fall out when I shimmy. This same man had the account of Telemundo TV and the Superbowl, so surely that is how the “malfunction” of the black Janet Jackson happened. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qABWy10zCUw
Now I can relate my incident of protesting at the TSA scanner agents. And read to the end for you will find how NBC news in Chicago, the black female editor that answered the phone, practically cursed me out for being a White woman, let alone widow of US Marine Purple Heart that commit suicide.
Since there is a Complaint of Genocide Against the White Race issued by Terry Graham sitting and collecting dust if not shredded so no one can see at the United Nations, I will insert a copy. See attached. It was first issued when President Clinton joked that the Whites will be the minority in front of College students and they all laughed. As I worked for the US Census, I researched that the Whites will be a minority by 2042. A letter was sent out by the Census 2 years ago, that the Hispanics are now the majority children in USA, and Dr. Duke states from prognostications that Whites will not dead here in 2111. Even Michael Savage the radio announcer wrote a book  years ago that I own “The Death of the White Male,” it is deliberate and intentional to “replace” Whites in our own country.
That being said, I went to O’Hare airport and wanted to protest the TSA scanners. So I made a mental note of everything I had to go through. Buying the ticket, they can check my identity to see if I’m a good citizen. At the airlines desk, they again check ID and just as one applies for credit, one surely can check the identity of the passenger. I was shocked that the plane I left Vegas on had a broken starter and I had to sleep on the floor for 6 hours (or try and the carpets are so filthy, with all the people on unemployment why do we have to live with such filth. Being Polish American I have pride on cleanliness but now that Whites are being replaced, we’ve lost that in our public places. China for sure has all new manufacturing, and they are all so clean. All 1.3 billion of them. They also have replaced us in manufacturing as the Hindus have replaced us in Customer Service, computer techs, doctors, etc.
Then I had to go thru another man who checks my ID carefully. Since I have been a pro-White Civil Rights activist, every time I go into the airport they declare a Code Orange. It happens to other pro-Whites. Also, for those from the media that I have cc’s on this, every White peaceful conference that I have tried to attend has been shut down. The FBI shut down the White People’s Party in Vegas after our protest against illegals, while 85,000 illegals were marching here. The government shut down the David Duke European American conference, another peaceful assembly to protect and preserve our White heritage, culture, just as the blacks say, “Say it Loud I’m White and I’m Proud,” Whites are prohibited from saying, singing or even thinking that. There are been shut downs of other White peaceful assemblies, and it was even blacks that called in and would pull their contracts from the hotel for church services if we were allowed to meet. David Duke was raised by a Black nanny in the South, so there is no prejudice in him. Just statistics of black on White crime. 37,462 blacks rape White women each year alone. And there are “0” rapes of White men against blacks. Even Jacque Hollander of Chicago was raped by James Brown the Godfather of soul as he pointed a loaded gun to her head. Her info is on the internet.
(sorry for rambling but I type fast to keep up with thoughts.)
As I go thru the airport, I have to remove my shoes, put my computer in a bucket, remove any metal, put my purse in there.
I was headed for the scanner which takes nude photos of me and gives off deadly radiation as I found out microwaves do, and even though the Germans Whites invented the microwave they refuse to use it.
I told them I was the widow of an US Marine Purple Heart and would like to see the manager of the entire TSA system before I go on.
A man named “Kulka” came up to me and was very professional. I then told him of my husband’s White suicide and that as he fought for me, I wanted to fight for him now that he is gone and all the laws, such as Affirmative Action against “all” White males. The White women have laws protecting them thru feminist movement so perhaps I should call up Gloria Steinem and they can help me. White Children have protective custody
I told him all the inconveniences I had to go thru from the time I bought the ticket until perched in front of the scanner. I told him I would not refuse to go thru for I would either miss my flight or be arrested or sent to insane asylum. I only asked for some time with him.
I clearly specified that I wanted him to do 2 things: 1) tell the media of this incident and 2) tell his boss and 3) make sure there are TSA scanners from one end of the border to the other.
I believe that since there is so much surveillance cameras around the airport that this conversation was all filmed and recorded and you can play it for it happened exactly as I’m writing.
If he didn’t do any of the above I will take it on myself to forward this to you. And it really got bad at the end, not from the TSA, but from NBC Chicago News editor that practically cursed me out on the phone when I asked for email address of the news department.
How is the world going to know the White race is an endangered species unless the News tells it. When I took my son, Paul, who is in the Jenny Jones video with me, to the zoos in Chicago when he was a child, he only wanted to visit the “Endangered Species” animals and I even bought him a book on them. Now it is the White Race that is the endangered species and all I get is a slammed phone by black woman in my ear.
I told TSA Supervisor, Kulka (Polish American like myself), that it was discriminating against me a good White woman to be treated like a criminal or terrorist as well as for all these other people. If we are worried about terrorists and bombers, which we should have protection, even military, but “what about the borders?”
I confided to him that my Veteran couldn’t find a job in Chicago after being released from the hospital and was homeless. Howbeit that 80% of Post Office Jobs are black and Chicago now has more Mexicans in the USA, second only to Los Angeles. All Mexicans brought in intentionally to help rebuild Chicago, the buildings, the gardens, parks, demolition, etc. The White Polish immigrants are fleeing back to Europe for there is no work for them and they said and I quote “The Mexican Mafia here treats them so badly, they can’t work under those circumstances.”
He would tell me that his job was only to protect the airport. But if terrorists are going to come here from other countries, they are dodging the USA airports and flying to Mexico and coming in with the illegals. I know that for the Mexican woman that used to live next door saw my irrigation pipe bursting with water up into the air. Living on Veteran’s widow’s pension and having worked myself in Chicago 50 years in many jobs such as legal secretary, I cannot make ends meet and I live in an old section, double-wide trailer. She said she would send 2 men to fix it. I thought they were Mexican and when the arrived they looked like Mexican. But they didn’t talk English, and they didn’t talk Spanish, but were Arabs, for they could say just a few words. So it seemed they could come over the border and sneak in with Mex’s and we would never know it. Not only the Communists from Cuba and Chile who swore to take over America, could easily walk over the border.
I told the TSA agent that I had to take off my shoes. I’m a good woman, grieving, but very good. These Mexicans could have illegal drugs like cocaine, heroine, yet there is no TSA agent to stop them. My deceased husband’s and my son fell to drugs and his counselor at Our Lady of Mercy near Chicago said there is an “intentional plot” to bring down the “cream of the crop” in the USA. They get the straight A students, or Sunday School students, or paper route boys, that all the students look up to, and get them addicted and the rest will follow. He took me on the rehab ward: it was all White. Whites that should be healthy and having healthy babies strung out on drugs. I know a teacher who taught at a school in Hawaii. Her students were crack cocaine babies, and yes even Whites. The students were monsters, with one eye on the forehead and one on the chin, bodies deformed, intelligence “0”,” yet we pay $100,000.00 to teach them and leave our borders open for more drugs and there are no TSA agents, or scanners there.
I had to put my purse into the bucket at the airport, yet when the illegal Mexicans come here they come with empty purses and wallets and take all our tax money. Whites do not need any more buildings, houses, even products. Our youth can inherit the homes, land, furniture, etc. that we have now, so no more building has to be done. China is already shrinking their population and within a 100 years will probably only have less people than America has today. But then China is “thinking” and “assembling” and Whites can’t. China even has a computer program in place that “all” the 1.3 billion, even the old people, are on computers. China’s government is furnishing them and even going to the homes of older people to “teach them” for the Chinese want “all” their people united. Whites can’t even assemble in groups of 8, without the FBI shutting us down. Even if Whites have severe problems, from addictions, or joblessness, or the fact that there is only 1 – 12 year White boy in a class of 30 for advanced math and science and we have to “import” Arabs, Hindus, Israelis, Muslims to be our doctors, lawyers, architects, engineers. I took that Complaint above to Sen. Reid head of the Senate when they wanted to pass the law giving immigrants citizenship who have been already trained here in schools. I asked his assistant, “If Whites are not being Genocided or brought down, why isn’t our $$$ going into teaching White boys to be doctors, lawyers, architects etc? There is “$0.00” going into the White Race’s survival.
Since this agent was White, he listened but made few comments, nor do I want you to fire him as you do other Whites that even “listen” to the truth. That is why I put several media groups on the blind cc. This White man should be rewarded and stop punishing the White men for what was and is being done intentionally.
I then told him why do “I” have to go thru the scanner, I’m a good woman. I believe in “saving” not bombing or terrorizing. One cannot be both creative and destructive. One will master the other.
Then I asked him to put these machines all along the border so that these pregnant, conniving Mexican woman, who want to have their babies on our soil for citizenship and more blackmail of taking or Tax Dollars, that these machines could detect these women and their babies and send them back to Mexico. My Polish grandfather, a Russian Polish General came here legally in 1904 before the Communist Revolution destroyed Russia, and my ancestors worked their fingers to the bone here, as my husband’s ancestors who came from the first ship to America; The Mayflower. See the book, “Here Shall I Die Ashore” by Caleb Johnson. It is about Stephen Hopkins, my husband’s ancestor from 1620 and is adventures in a very cruel North America, and how they had to overcome obstacles. It should be a text book in every school in America and many of those ideas could be adopted to save our White Race today.
Kulka, the Polish-Danish American listened and then said, “Lady, if you were running for office, I’d vote for you. You make absolute sense.” I smiled, and then walked through, having my integrity wounded by the radar and x-rays, while the Mexican women, children and men, do not get subjected to this. It makes me feel bad while they just walk over and multiply to replace Whites.
So I’m back in Vegas, and getting ready to go to Elvis festival. Please do not tell anyone about this as I will be banned for even writing you. I’m a female Elvis and was so from 2000-2001 at Ed Debevic’s 50 and 60 restaurant in Chicago. I also sing karaoke in costume and the only one in the world that has 211 self-made sewn or designed costumes from Lady Gaga, Lady Leprechaun, Tina Turner, Selena, Cher. I sing in 8 languages, English, Spanish, Japanese, Polish, German, Italian, French and Latin, about 7,000 songs. It is just my karaoke hobby and was given the name “Queen of Karaoke” at Jilly’s on Rush Street before I moved here in 2004. I don’t want my writing the truth to affect my ability to sing karaoke and have that freedom. If Whites have to die, we should at least be able to have a little fun and not all the worry of $32,000.00 that our unborn White babies have to make before they come out of the womb! I do not want to be discriminated against in entertaining or any other avenue.
My poor son with genius mentality, highest in math, in Chicago suburb schools, was discriminated against, and end up living like a ferule animal in the forests of Texas, for the laws were against him, and his rights transferred to the other races. It’s sad since we are now begging for White boys even in England, South Africa, Australia, Canada, South America to have natural math genius ability, and we are not breeding them anymore. We are in deep trouble. Not talking about it or publishing it, doesn’t seem to have helped.
Also, I have written extensively about breastfeeding, and my cleavage is a symbol of how tragic it was for me to breastfeed back in 1973 a pioneer. I have changed society with my cleavage for mother’s milk is the only perfect food for humans, and God only knows with women having Caesarian sections babies only 5 pounds, they are going to have White midgets and White dwarfs! Baby formula is sugar followed by 22 drugs. I have 20,000 pages like this so if you like further info, let me know. When I tried to breastfeed, the doctor literally threw me out of his office back then. All of this writing hasn’t benefited me at all but for the “future” Veterans, the women of America being convinced to breastfeed etc. To me, I sometimes think I’m wasting my time. If you think I am, please let me know.
Even the head of the English Department here at Vegas college told me to “forget the White man; he’s worthless.” Yet the man was White. I was talking with him as to why the 25 essays I had to read in college were all about diversity, the only one about the White man suggested he was impotent, and I was supposed to feel sorry for Japanese, Mexicans, Chinese, Jews, blacks, Hindus. Why aren’t they just teaching plain old English so we can begin to start writing, reading, communicating? We already know that all these races will still be here in 2042 and their populations will explode at the expense of our White Tax dollars. Why force this down our throats and leave us incapable of even talking about it.
Now it gets really bad if you don’t think any of the above isn’t bad enough. You do not “feel bad” for as Whites we are taught to “feel sorry” for others. They manipulate us thru our “feelings.” But I still believe that Whites have an inner instinct to survive and this will touch you right there.
My object is to unite 700,000,000 Whites around the world, (mostly old and ready to die as my husband) so that we can have computers, a spread sheet like the Census with all our White names and addresses, and if the Whites are being victimized in any way shape or form it is recorded, especially with $$$ that is being swindled from us thru taxes going to non-White problems and none for us.
So I call NBC News Chicago and get the woman at the Editor’s desk. I tell her I’m widow of US Marine, who Commit suicide and his last words were “There is no help for the White man.” I continued that I had a protest of sorts, more of a discussion, at the TSA agents. And also told her of the Complaint of Genocide against the White Race.
I was horrified to think that after all the welfare and aid that Whites had given blacks of Africa from 1600’s up until the White House that she would make the next shrill, comment, so much so, I was and am shaking like a leaf.
She told me in a manner not to worry about the White Race dying in genocide. But to worry about the Revolution against us! How is it that the blacks know something I don’t. That there is already a Revolution going on and Whites the victims. She refused to give me their email and slammed the phone against my ear, as she laughed sardonically.
Are you going to also treat this as NBC did? Shred it? Delete it? Pass it on and let it die like the White Race? This is for “your” children, not mine.
I will relay another true story that happened to me thru McDonald’s Hamburger’s, although this is just a side story. I used to go for a hamburger or coffee to McDonald’s here in Vegas. I live in a mobile Home park and am surrounded by Mexicans. It is like the reverse where the Indians were on reservations, it is now Whites on reservations and Mexicans control Las Vegas.
After 4 visits of being treated badly, I called Corporate. Most people know that thru blockbusting of White neighborhoods the Mexicans and black gangs will drive Whites to terror and Whites will run. It is intentional to build new homes. But Whites don’t need any new building. We have to focus on saving our race, educating our young so that we are not 26 out of 26 countries in education, and mortality for our babies is last, and all the other categories that show us in decline as not being #1 anymore. I would be satisfied with being 165 as long as I know the White Race is still alive. I will also attach my essay at college from 2006 even before Obama was even thinking about running for President where I talked of “Saving the White Race.”
It is said in a book I read that if we don’t save our White male this is going to be a 3rd world country for it took that mentality. So I write this not only to save the White Race, but the USA.
If you would like to talk with me, or want info from my blog and 20,000 pages, let me know. Again 702-878-4333 or 702-419-4333, or queenofkaraoke@cox.net. I am on Facebook and have many costumes on there as Barbara Ann Nowak, or myspace.com/singbabs. Again, don’t let the cleavage shock you, for breast milk came out of them for 3 1/2 years each son and that is my “badge of honor,” and the most important thing I have ever accomplished.
I have been leader trained at what used to be the #1 Trucking Company, Roadway Express, and as a leader in the Quality Movement I learned at seminars that if we didn’t change, in 10 years the prognostications showed Roadway would go under because of “competition.” Look at our White or even USA competition today, all running away with all the manufacturing, computer and customer service, construction, union jobs, auto industry, computer manufacturing etc.
Here is a letter I wrote to the McDonald’s CEO as the Mexicans here in Vegas, who are already the majority are discriminating against Whites and treating us badly here as Senior White Citizens. (Believe me, it is going to get worse for Whites as they approach nursing homes for there are no Whites to take care of us only to have us replaced.)
You will see how the black Customer Service agent screamed at me and told me to “go back to Europe” where I came from for they don’t want us here in America. You will see from the video which the airlines surely has that I’m meek and mild, while these people even women are aggressive, loud as can be.
In all these cases I have not discriminated against anyone. I only write the Truth. I was a straight A student at Chicago Vocational and graduated and went on stage to pick up the award for the highest honors for Business in 1967. I have worked as many as 8 jobs in Chicago, a full time legal secretary, and 7 part time jobs, for there was no help for me or my White sons as family of War Hero victim from the government.
I will post this on my blog, for surely as no one wanted my White deceased Veteran’s husband’s story to be revealed, no one wants this to be revealed. I have also probably been responsible for the New Purple Heart Museum, as I was already writing about it in 2002 getting recognition for Purple Heart’s.
If you want to bury this information as my deceased husband is buried in Abraham Lincoln Cemetery in Joliet, I leave it in your hands.I would hope that the non-Whites will be as merciful, kind, generous, caring, loving towards Whites at this critical moment in history, as we have been towards them. Look at how good the blacks have it here compared to Africa. Look at a black in Kenya today and the black President Obama with Kenyan father is doing at the “top” of the USA. Same with Mexicans.
I hope for the safety of my life also, as there has been attempts on my life here in Vegas with a black man and a loaded gun that the police took out of my tool shed about 4 years ago. There are what seems to be powerful forces against our White Survival.
Very Truly Yours,
Barbara Ann Nowak, 702-878-4333, 702-419-4333, queenofkaraoke@cox.net

“Watch You Bleed” Jewish words to Whites on Tee Shirt

In Uncategorized on July 27, 2011 at 3:07 pm
As if the last tee shirt I sent you that the Jews use to “torture” us, here is one that says “Watch you Bleed.”
And yes, Jews are not only watching us on their private TV, but they are “watching us as they suck every drop of blood from us both in labor and $$$ and their rape of our White women and boys)… but they are watching us bleed to death thru our suicides, our decline and degeneration, and our military deaths.
When I see veteran’s with burned deformed faces, or limbs off and only a metal leg that a Jewish doctor put on, (yes Jew doctors make trillions off of wars thru these metal legs and Jewish pharmacy) I can’t help but wonder that all Jews I have ever seen have their legs, eyes, ears, nose, their faces haven’t been burned off, they have skulls and not metal helmets for skulls as the Viet Vet I dated from my church. These Jews are not addicted after the Viet Nam war, in fact, every White woman I know would give her body, mind, heart, soul, her children, parents, God, just to even have sex with a rich Jew in hopes of marrying him. But the Jews just screw them and use them for sewers for their sperm. Jews only marry “good breeders.” “If” they race break at all. For their blood line is everything. Jews only conned us Whites into “equality” which really means this: Jews stay Supremacists. Yellow Chinese and yellows stay as Supremacists #2. Hindus, Supremacists #3. Blacks and browns Supremacists 4 & 5. 1/2 Breeds like our White House, Supremacists #1 under Jew control. Where do Whites fit in? Under “equality” it means “only laws and rules for Whites.” The rest of them can do as they damn well please even kill us or genocide us, victimize us thru constant crime, $$$ schemes, etc. And equality also means to “bring down the Whites” to the level of blacks and browns, and then leave us in the gutter as dead when the blacks and browns go up higher as black women make twice as much as I can as a Good, Smart and Intelligent, White woman. Mama always taught me “You’re Smart and You’re Intelligent.” What good does it do? The Evil Jewess rules. One cannot blame the White guys, for even my brother said he would do anything the Jews wanted just to get his CD’s across. His CD consisted of songs that were, spiritual, romantic and yes political with a song called “We the People.” He has them copyrighted.
It’s hard to believe how the Jews got away with this and still do and they laugh until today for it is as if they have us tied to a chair and ready to drench us with boiling water as the black female of the Black Panther’s Chicago gang did to other blacks. Someday, perhaps soon, it won’t be a black man in that chair tied up, but a White man, woman or even child.
Enlarge it so that you see exactly how the Jews brought the Whites down to our knees and replaced us as their slaves in our own country. Or at least we thought it was ours. It never was. We were always their slaves as they brought the niggers here and conned us into supporting them for 400 years when we should have fired them long time ago.

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