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Sex & Mayflower; Michael Jackson 6-28-09

I listened to the Political Cesspool and the interviews from the Conservative meeting yesterday. Boy was it ‘energetic,’ it got me clapping, hooting,and hollering right in my living room chair as I listened on the radio. I felt as if I were there.
My dead husband’s name was Michael, and he was my Master and King.  I ask one question with two words:  Michael Who?  They are talking and vomiting a lot of words about a King of Pop.  He was ‘never’ my King, and it is an insult to my Polish intelligence, no matter how much of a ‘dumb Polak” the Jews have formed us to be, to call a black the “King” of any part of my being.  Even to call a black a ‘slave’ is an insult to a White person’s being.  We shouldn’t have blacks, Jews, browns, or reds in our consciousness.  It keeps our focus on other races, good or bad, instead of focusing on our survival.
I went to check leoslyrics for lyrics to a song, and the first 25 lyric songs for the day are all Jacksons’ lyrics.  And it is the Whites that put him there.
But as I checked the lyrics I thought of famous ‘love’ and ‘friendship’ songs.  And I found this one by the White woman, Celine Dion, and I have sung much of her music in karaoke as one CDG, (A CD with “G”raphics) has 15 of her hits and did them all.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46JlGITwe80
It’s from the movie the Passion of the Christ, by Mel Gibson.  The same Mel Gibson that was on the Jewish woman’s tee-shirt, all bloody like the video above, with a big red X through his face, and the words “Schmuck” underneath. The Jewish woman wanted me to take a picture with her as I was in my Hitler’s costume. The Jews had a huge Television camera as they were televising not only my performance but everthing I said and did before and after. (They did that in Chicago too, but it was for VH1 and a show Bands on the Run, and it was ‘complementary,’ and not “critcal.”)
In case you don’t know the meaning of this, which you probably do, I will write for those that don’t.  There was a woman that had sex with a man and was ‘caught in the act.’ The men that ‘caught’ her went to stone her to death.  It probably was a premeditated act of murder.  They knew she was going to have sex with a married man, and the married man didn’t want any witnesses ‘against’ him much like the married Jewish doctor that raped me, so the married Jewish man in the Bible got his friends and church and temple members to kill her.  In the MidEast, they would actually bury a woman half way in the sand, so she couldn’t move, and stone her to death.  I would say that was “hatred,” and ‘hatred’ for what?  For a woman giving “love,” and sex to a man that needs and wants it. Something as vital to his health and well-being as food and air.  We have a digestive system, we need to eat well. We have a respiratory system we need good air. We have a reproductive system, or sexual system, and we should have good sex.  How this will come about, I don’t know. Hopefully they do it in a better way then the way they brought back breastfeeding, leaving the mothers cold and hoping for the moment when they can clap a plastic poisonous nipple and plastic poisonous bottle filled with baby formula in their innocent helpless babies’ mouth.  They will do the same thing when they ‘decide’ to save the White race without the love and passion of people like David Duke. And the Jewish media will take all the credit for passing bills and laws to save us, but they will be cold and lifeless, and our White race will be all the worse because of it.
Well, when the Jewish men grabbed the woman having sex and went to throw her out to stone her to death, Jesus intervened.  And again, the Jews wanted to ‘test’ Jesus, and probably did this for that reason.  As if to say, “Here, Jesus, what do you think of this? You are so smart and a know-it-all, and our Jewish ways are not good enough for you… this is really a sin for this woman to have sex… what do you think?  Jesus stoops to the ground as if he ‘doesn’t hear’ them.  Jesus was so pure in his life and thinking, that he could ‘block out and not hear’ things that were not from God.  So he doesn’t answer them “as if he never heard them.”  He bends and writes something in the sand. So instead of ‘hearing’ their Jewish evil and hateful accusations, he “writes” instead. Yes, writing is good. He then gets up and says, “Which one of you is free from sin.. let him get up and hurl the first stone at her to hurt and murder her.”  And then, the Bible say, starting with the oldest of the Jews, walked away, speaking not a word.  The rest followed.  Jesus was said to be supported by all ‘women.’ Jesus and the apostles didn’t as carpenters and fisherman anymore, and were supported by Prostitutes, among other women.  I believe prostitution was legal, and a way that a woman could support herself if she didn’t have a husband.  Also, rich widows supported Jesus.
When I see Jesus beaten and crucified, I can’t help think of my husband when he was homeless and desperate.  On the surface, he didnt’ have any wounds or was dirty. But his soul, his spirit, his mind, were all bloody and bruised, especially from the way others were treating him.  He must have faced many blacks and browns in all the government offices and hospitals that just ignored his pleas for help.  Even his sons were not close to him.  I tried to help him, but the day when he brought his 2nd autobiography for me about what it was like to be “White Homeless in Chicago,” and it was stolen from my car, I collapsed too, because I couldn’t stand the violence hurled against me and my husband, and we both were ‘good’ people, that just don’t fit into a very Jewish society.  The Whites have become like Jews. Christians have become like Jews.  Mormons, etc.  Catholics, and the atheists.  All like the Jews that hurl the stones to kill the woman who gave sex.
When I see Jesus bleeding like that I think of what the Jews will do to a person if they go against their teachings and control.  The Jews have done to Dr. Duke, and Don Black, Mike Piper, the same, only the wounds were intellectual, spiritual, and emotional.  This Jewish brutality against our White men, must stop.  It must be exposed, and if we have to spend the next 2,000 years doing so, it must be.
I feel the same. On the surface, I have have no bleeding or wounds. But my mind bleeds daily, and it bleeds right on to this computer screen and email.  You have seen my blood droplets, they are called ‘words.’  When I couldn’t speak, as my sons can’t speak, my blood wasn’t allowed to flow.  I wasn’t alive.  But, now that I can at least write about these things or speak about them, I can once again let the blood flow and live.
By rights, the whole Jewish question could be exposed with investigations into Michael Jackson’s life. Were all the boys and Janet Jackson sex toys for the Jewish Hollywood and Entertainment media?  The obvous answer is “yes.” I know for a fact that the President of Production Tool Corporation where I worked as an assistant comptroller, a Jew named Henry Brooks, had a Jewish wife and children but a black woman lover that lived near 74th and Kimbark in South Chicago, (same area that Obama and Michelle are from.)  We also know that the Jewish media wants homosexuality from my former boyfriend, “Fabrice,” from France, who refused to give it to them and was banned from New York and Chicago as a Shakesperean actor.  Since M. Jackson was a pedophile, he learned how to be a pedophile from the Jews, for he was their victim. It does not in any way ‘excuse’ it because my brother Nicky Novak in West Palm Beach was raped in Chicago downtown on Division Street by a man that drugged him, yet my brother is married and very White Christian Heterosexual.
There was an interview on the internet with Priscilla Presley who was saying “how desperately she (as a White woman) loved M. Jackson.”  How bizarre!  Especially since her father, Elvis, was known to have sex with all his leading White ladies, married a White woman, and had a White baby.  Even the relationship of Elvis and blacks, stems from his father and mother’s poverty living in a shack in Tupelo Mississippi.  Elvis’ mama was a ‘honky-tonk’ woman that danced on table tops, and did the Hoochie Kootchie dance, (very sexy).  When Vernon Presley was arrested for a fake check and sent to prison for 3 years because of abject poverty, Gladys Love Presley found God through a church that had blacks in it.  That is what we got for ‘sharing’ Christianity.  It broke down our Race, and broke down our will and strength of our White men and Women to save themselves.
A White woman died, Farrah Fawcett, with all the hair.  (on her head.)  Again, it doesn’t really matter how much hair a person has on their head, it is how much they have on their pubic area that makes for a real sex god or goddess.
When a woman gives ‘good’ sex, she is fulfilling the most innate and primitive desire in a man, and should be put on a pedastal, not stoned to death.  It is the “Supreme” act of love.  Especially since it is the ‘woman’ that gets loaded down with a baby and pregnancy, and the responsibility for life of the care of the baby.  It is probably why I stopped having sex when I was experimenting while reading my books and taking classes in sexuality and sensuality.  It wasn’t the sacred and artistic act that sex should be.  It can be no other way for me.  Jewish women ‘hate’ sex, and ‘love’ $$$.  That is why Jewish women ‘force’ their men to have sex, as Sara forced Abraham to have sex with the Gentile Hagaar.  Jewish women only want sex one time to get pregnant and have one baby to get all the rich Jewish husband’s $$$ and to be exact from the Sara/Abraham/Hagaar story in the Bible Sara says the one sentence that will hang the Jewish women for all of eternity:    “I WANT YOUR INHERITANCE.”
There’s another version of this song, but it is a Yellow Japanese version, with a Yellow woman in dire need and a very blonde strong man comes and rescues her.  It is ‘race-breaking’ and I wrote so in the chat room.  My husband was in Viet Nam and screwed Viet Namese Yellow women. He said they had “hairless pussies,” like a hairless chi-hau-hau and hated them for it.  He married me because I had the hairiest pussy he had ever seen.  It is something very “Eastern European” I think.  I’m not saying this to ‘shock’ you, it is the truth.  It will be in my book.  I have said this on the microphone in Vegas, and when I was at Beecher’s Madhouse in Vegas performing and mingling with the VIP’s, I said that to the photographers.  I was between two other attractive model-type girls in bikinis.  They obviously used strips of hair remover to eliminate any hairs that might stick out from the pubic area. Most women don’t have much, in the US.  But, I have quite a bit.  Picture a woman with tons of hair on her head, well, all my hair is on my vagina.  I allowed the camera to take pictures of the hair that was pouring out the side of my bathing suit bottom.  I also educated the young girls to ‘stop’ using that bikini hair remover, because there are ‘scents’ on each of the pubic hair strands.  Those scents are so strong that a male can ‘smell’ them, even though the smell is invisible.  It is like a dog can hear things we can’t.  They are so strong and so magnetic, that if a male and female were sitting across the room naked.  The very hairs on their pubic area would ‘magnetize’ them together for sex. It wouldn’t matter that they didn’t like each other, or that their ‘interests’ were not in common.  All the stuff they put on websites for ‘Singles and Dating,” is so Jewish, and just for sales and money.  Just like baby formula was sold to fools, when the women was carrying the perfect food on her body for her baby, called breastmilk, the Jews took something that was always for ‘free’ such as dating and mating,’ and found a way to ‘sell it back to White America.’ When is White America going to wake up and see through all this? We must create our own style of life.  Shaving down there is ‘not’ sexy, it is ‘silly,’ and ‘dumb,’ for we act against the laws of nature and just give $$$ for sales of razor blades.  Having slit my wrists twice, I stay away from razors as much as possible. It is probably why I am a Christian Scientist and was happy to throw all my pills away, because that was the other way I tried suicide.  I just keep those things out of the house. It’s why I can’t have a gun, and really need strong men, like the KKK to defend me, I am defenseless, and will never be able to carry a gun for protection.  A man has to be my protection, as my Viet Vet husband was.
As I look at the words, “You were my Voice When I Couldn’t Speak,” I can’t help think of my husband and father of my White sons.  I was extremely depressed when I met him, first having tried suicide 3 times, then if that weren’t bad enough to be raped by the Jewish doctor and threatened for life if “I speak,”.  I thought therapy was supposed to be about ‘speaking’ and the ‘talk cure.”  Phoney, PHoney, Balognie.  Again, the Jews take us for fools.  It was the last straw and I had nothing in life to live for, nothing at all.  All the “A’s” in school and $$$ with a good new job, couldn’t fill a void or comfort the pain I was in.  No other man wanted me.  I was ‘not’ like I am now.  I couldn’t speak.  I took the vow of silence and somehow forgot to use my vocal chords. I never wrote in my life until this free writing.
I’m finishing up the essay for the Purple Heart Museum, and want to make sure I put the reasons in there for loving him.  But the once sentence from the video above was the line, “You were my voice when I couldn’t speak.”  It is a terrible feeling to go to a party, or to be around family, friends or neighbors, and you want to say something so badly it hurts, but you can’t open your mouth.  Or one feels so guilty and ashamed because you are around other people and do not have even one comment to make about anything they are talking about.
Yes, my husband “Michael,” was my voice when I couldn’t speak. Not only was he ‘my’ voice when “I” couldn’t speak, but he was the voice for my son “Mikey,” who still can’t speak until today. His live-in wife told me that. That is why she wants to get rid of him. She likes her first lover first, the artist, cause he is a ‘good talker.’
And Yes, my husband “Michael” was my son Paul’s voice.  Paul couldn’t speak either.  When I sent Paul to horsebackriding camp in the Ozarks, the counsellors told me that they never had such a quiet boy in their life. They tried all the ‘tricks’ to get him to talk and he wouldn’t.  He ‘wouldn’t’ because he ‘couldn’t.  I guess I formed them in my womb and since I didn’t use my vocal chords, they don’t know how.  It isn’t shyness at all. They both like people and are not afraid of people, for they will play sports, work, etc.  I think that is why Paul may want to start drinking now, he can ‘talk.’  Well, I lived without talking for probably 45 years.  I think after I had my hysterectomy where they took out my womb, it somehow enabled me to talk, and talk too much.  But, hadn’t I written in such a manic frenzy, I never would have dug deep enough to get to my White race, because it is ‘not ‘on the surface.  It never came to me with a bolt of lightening.  It was writing and talking in my mind at the speed of light sometimes 14 hours straight.  Then during the course of all that writing one discovers the truth.
I’ve thought recently as to ‘why’ isn’t there a famous “male” singer.  There are all these Madonna superstar clones, Britteny and the Pickle-girl, but ‘where are the White males.’  Madonna was ‘created’ by and for the Jews.  It is the Jew’s obsession with blonde women to help them ‘heal their ugliness’ and their ‘impotence.’
I have written this before, but will write again, that Jean Harlow the first blonde bombshell, who happened to be raised in my church back in the 1920’s, was in love with her leading man.  But, then the Jewish director came along and tried to coax her and ‘sell’ her into marrying him, and giving her White lover up.  She was a ‘virgin,’ even though she was around 22 and marriage was sacred to her.
There are more images of her above.  One thing you can see is the ‘ethereal’ beauty she seems to exude.  Also, since she was raised a Christian Scientist she didn’t take pills or drugs or vaccine’s her whole life.  I don’t sell Christian Science, but I think that all these pills and drugs make us uglier and not prettier or more handsome, as do the illegal drugs.
I think of myself lying in a bed like that, as a sex goddess. I’d give up everything I’m doing today, to further my experimention into sex, with someone that thought like me.  I want someone to read many books about sex, and not dull, technical, or boring books like Jewish doctors read without a pulse of fascination, fantasy, or fun, but an assortment of easy to read and study books.  I ‘study’ books, I don’t read them.  Because even if I have to give up my ordinary life for the White race, I surely want to be an example of “Good White living,” and sex should be part of that.
Well, here are a few more notes from the book, “Here Shall I Die,” (Mayflower ancestry) as I finish up both the book and the essay for the Purple Heart Museum:
Hopkins and Massasoit responded very well to the entire message that Hopkins and Winslow had delivered to him.  (The Whites would be ‘business’ friends but the Red Injuns were to stop pestering the Whites in friendship.)
Massasoit then gave a great speech to those around him, which the Whites didn’t understand.  It was translated and very extraordinarily long, and the Whites probably found it boring, (the book says).
Massasoit went through a recitation of every town that reported to him, rhetorically asking each town, WAS HE NOT THE “SUPREME” LEADER OF THEIR COMMUNITY?
(Now the Jews are ‘supreme’ in all their fields of control over us. The Jews make the “blacks” supreme in music, such as making Michael Jackson the “King of Pop.”  Howbeit that all the “White” kings of the world are gone, and even in music there has never been a man put up to compete with Michael Jackson. He was ‘declared’ King of Pop, as Jesus was declared but made fun of “King of the Jews.”  Why can’t White men be ‘supreme’ in all the fields, why can’t Whites try to be supreme in every thought and action?  Why can only blacks and Jews be supreme?  Such as our Supreme Black Commander in Chief.  (doesn’t that seem frightening to think that a black and a Jew have their dirty filthy fingers on all of our nuclear weapons?  All they have to do is round the Whites up, nuke us cause they don’t need us anymore, and then we are gone, sooner than we ever thought possible.)
The book talks about the colonists talking about “King James” the greatest King of England.  Yet, I have written before and even got up in church to say that I didn’t think the “King James” version of the Bible was God-anointed, or God-appointed. For he was ‘gay.’  And I didn’t approve of homosexuality. Well if they could have burned me at the stake they would have.  They don’t have to ‘speak’ words against me, I can ‘feel,’ them even if I can’t read minds.
But here in print they talk about King James and affer to his gayness.  Massasoit could not believe the Bible they were sharing with him.  Massasoit had several wives and plenty of sex.  How strange a custom for a rich White powerful King not to have even one wife. Well, the truth was he had a gay White man for a lover… Yes 400 years ago.  But then I didn’t have to read this, I discovered this a couple years ago.  There are plenty of other versions of the Bible to interpret the word, and above all, the word is right within each one of us.  And God speaks to each one of us daily, with or without the Bible.  For someone to take every word of the Bible and think God is speaking through it can’t be right.  For so much of it is a photo album of Jewish racists.
When Hopkins and Winslow went to sleep they had to sleep with Massasoit and his wife, all in the same bed.  Then two other men jumped in bed with the 4 of them.  (6 of them in the same bed. That is more than I had growing up when 5 of us would have to sleep in the same bed and had to sleep the opposite way and let our feet hang off the bed, because only had 2 bedrooms for 15 of us.)
THE INDIANS “SANG THEMSELVES TO SLEEP.”  You know I tried this a couple of nights ago, and I think I will do this more often:  sing myself to sleep.  What a beautiful concept!  As Whites we cannot think or act like we are ‘know it alls.’  The other races have learned from us and even adapted our customs and culture, inventions and intellect. To expand, we will need to study the ‘best’ in others in order to grow.
Winslow and Hopkins were both pestered by FLEAS AND LICE ALL NIGHT.  (I’m surprised the Whites didn’t round up the Red Injuns and put them into concentration camps and gas them in gas ovens as they lied about the Jews being gassed in ovens. The only gas chambers were to kill “Jewish lice,” and centillions of them.  Stephen Hopkins could only wish they had Zyclon B and gas chambers.
There was gaming and gambling with the Whites and Reds, as well as peace-pipes presumably with marijuana??.  The Whies also had a tobacco pipe to help kill their hunger pains as there was no food.  So you can see that Whites became addicted to cigarettes and tobacco out of desperation and starvation, not out of weakness.
There were LABOR CAMPS set up. Hmmph? Labor camps, I wonder if they were like the “work camps” set up to redeem Jews from their laziness?  More women were brought over to the colony, and it changed the entire scene of the colonization to have enough women to go around.
“If the companies were to bring women, they would have to be fed, clothed and housed at company expense, yet they would not provide hard labor, nor could carry weapons or fight to help defend the colonty. And women would be a distraction to men who were supposed to be ‘concetrating on work:  labor camps did not need women and girls.”  (I have written that when our young White boys are going to be trained and schooled, it should be a school of men teaching all White boys, ideally. And perhaps the women teachers can teach the girls.  My White brothers were English School Teachers and were extremely good at it, according to the students and parents. It was only the Jewish Board of Education in West Palm Beach that forced my brother into exile and left him so sick and battered that he had to quit teaching, end up suing them, won the first case, the Jews took it to the Supreme Court and my White school teacher brother lost.)
“But the Pilgrims’ joint-stock company wa different.  Itr was organized by a church that wanted to relocate its congreation to America.  Pilgrim wives took on numerous criticalroles within the family, many f which are undervalued by today’s society, but which were absolutely necessary to the success of the 17th centur English houselhold. Women were in charge of maintaining the household–the cooking of the family meals, cleaning, doing laundry, gardening, and some farming and animal care, (pretty much what I do today).  With no running water, laundry and dishes started first with hauling buckets of water from the nearest stream.. no small task.  Cooking meant first milking the goat, gathering the eggs, grinding and pounding the corn, stripping the feathers off the goose,(my Mama used to do that to make down pillows and comforters) clening the fish, and getting a good fire just right.  (These White women were obviously not going around killing Red Injun men, burning them alive and them dismembering them as the Red Injun women did to the White man in the colony days.)
“In the hierarchy that governed the Pilgrims’ world, men ruled over the women, but women were not at the bottom of the totem pole.  (I think ‘protecting’ would be a better word than ‘ruling’ for today’s age).  The wife ruled over the servants, including manservants and the children. She governed the household and when the husband was gone, she was governor.
“The Separatis church tuaght that women must be obedient and submissive to their husands in all things.  They were obligated to obey all their husands ‘lawful’ commands as if they had come from Christ himself.  Men, for their part, were taught that they must love and support their wives in teh sam way, and with the same ‘PASSION, THAT CHRIST LOVES AND SUPPORTS HIS CHURCHES—leading her guiding her, protecting her, and when necessary — discipling her.
So the women were beat sometimes, but were more or less ‘grounded’.  Men were beaten too, but men were ‘whipped’ by the court system.
The idea of birth control was completely counter to the Biblical command be fruitful and multiply.  (My Mama and Daddy did that, but were whipped verbally for doing so when I was growing up.)
So the colonists probably had a lot of sex… penetration sex……  If only they had a good sex book along with their Bible, how much happier they could have been!
Lovingly, Barbara Ann,…. and do I ever mean “love”ingly.

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